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Blue blood stains my blade

The soft noise that you made in pain

The smell of death that covered what was yours

I try to wipe away

The guilt that plagues me in the day

That keeps the dreams from coming when I sleep

My eyesight may have healed but I have not

The balance is all off now you are gone

I know that I stopped a big mistake

But I never thought that I would see(make) you break

Cold hands punish me

Leave their bruises ruthlessly

The punishment is just I tell myself

This is not good for me

But I can't seem to stop you see

I'm addicted to the way he makes me bleed

Though I know that I cannot undo my deed

I can't remember the smell of your blood

The vision dulled that sense so it feels it's gone for good

I would give anything to have you back again

And this time I'd forgo justice all to save a friend

But there's no course of action I can take

I'll just hope that someday soon I too will break