In Loving Memory

I never conceived this pain

And I know your time was short, but I never expected

That those words you said would stay with me forever

And those words I said would be the last you heard

But it all is over now, and we'll never have the chance again

I want you to know I'm sorry

(You should have listened to me, you should have listened to me)

All the times I told you how I wanted to know what you believed

I wish I'd have known you're sorry

I never accepted the fact

That I may never see you again

And those words you said cause pain I can't regress

And those words I said never will forget

And those days where we just wasted both our breaths

And I'll never have the freedom of knowing

While I'm here, and I'm screaming these words

But it all is over now, and we'll never have this chance again

I want you to know I'm sorry

(You should have listened to me, you should have listened to me)

And the chance has passed us by, and we both may never meet again

I wished I'd have known you're sorry

I left that way with nothing left to say, nothing to say

But I should have told you...

That I could have been the one to yell you of a Man

Who could have saved your soul and saved me from eternal guilt

And wondering, guessing, when will we meet again

Asking questions like how and why would He would let you die without me even there

To say goodbye or apologize for things that should've been said instead of screamed

And the chance to not spend my life wondering

But no, no, no, no, that chance is gone...