A Million Exploding Suns

I've forgotten who I am

I'm sick and weak and fresh from sleep

I crawl from a crooked bed

with dirty feet and shaky hands

the numbers on the clock read

one-one-four-oh- ay em

I've got tyme to clean myself

then sell my soul again

when I sleep I dream

I dream I am awake

or was it when awake

I dream I am asleep

I work I shit I eat I sleep

I'm inspected by the number 7

this can't be my life

no this isn't me

I don't know whats beset this change

I barely recognize my own face

in my mind somethings just not right

but in my heart I'm bathed in golden liiiight

BATHED IN GOLDEN LIGHT!

BATHED IN GOLDEN LIGHT!

my eyelids still heavy my pulse still faint

I'm puzzle pieces- my memorys stained

I feel strength swell ----a day dream

i'm shaking under this duality

------------- my pulse still faint

I hear a strange voice but don't know what it's saying

AND IN THIS MOMENT

seconds stop and I BURST with clarity

a wealth of love and hate-- gone blank

for I finally remember MY FUCKING NAME!

I EAT ROCKS

AND I BREATH WIND

I'VE BEEN AROUND THE WORLD

AND BACK AGAIN

I've lost the static

and the grey is gone

I've got the power of

A MILLION EXPLODING SUNS!!!!!

I AM CONSUMED BY MY MIGHT

BLINDED BY LIGHT AS I WOULD BE IN NIGHT

THIS VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT

when will I ever break FREE

within or without I'm chained by the dream

THE VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT

when will I ever break FREE

within or without I'm chained by the dream

the void and the light are both me

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT

bright lights flood my eyes

it's true

now i realize

the perilous truth

of a perilous life

by my own device

the strength of my high

is the strength of my low

unless theres no me

they both

they both explode