I Think I Hate Myself

I think I hate myself, nobody else

And all my daydreams send me to hell

And all my friends have left again

Is this real or is it in my head?

Do I still feel alive or is it just the high?

Still waking, baking tryna convince myself I'm fine

I don't really know what I am doing right now

Fake it till I make it 'cause I don't know how

Still waking, baking, but I'm telling my mum I'm fine

What the hell is going on with me?

I feel at home in a cemetery

I, I hate myself, nobody else

And all my daydreams send me to hell

And all my friends have left again

Is this rеal or is it in my head? (alright, alright)

Is it such a crime to hate mysеlf sometimes?

I'm smoking, choking, but I'm only just getting by

Call me a vanilla kleptomaniac

Stealing from the rich and never giving back

Still smoking, choking, but I'm telling my dad I'm fine

I told you once, told you twice

Take my advice, I'm just a weirdo

Reality bites, I try to be nice

'Cause you don't wanna go where I go

Seeing ultra-violent on a bathroom floor

Tryin' to be content but always wanting more

Still smokin', chokin', am I feeling alive?

I, I hate myself, nobody else

And all my daydreams send me to hell

And all my friends have left again

Is this real or is it in my head?

Cross my heart, I hope to die

Stick your needles in my eyes

Am I alive or feeling less?

So give me sex and cigarettes

Guilty I'm preoccupied

With what will happen when I die

Am I alive or feeling less?

Is this real or is it in my head?

I, I hate myself, nobody else

And all my daydreams send me to hell

And all my friends have left again

Is this real or is it in my head?

And I, I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself