Habitual

I don't want to spend the rest of my life in doubt

Don't shake me, don't wake me

I got a battle I aim to win now

I don't want to fall back from bowing out

Don't shame me, don't take me

Or lock me down in the walls

Where I'd dissolve

Where I don't belong

I hope you die healing the habitual

Way of a life in a body overthrown

I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals

Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown

So take your pity and go

I won't waste my life looking back

I ain't got the time and this ain't the place

To count all the minutes that passed

I'll be hanging on whether you're still around

Or you're long gone

Don't shame me, don't take me

Or lock me down until I'm done

Where I'd dissolve

Where I don't belong

I hope you die healing the habitual

Way of a life in a body overthrown

I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals

Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown

I may go

But it won't mean I've gone

It won't mean I've lost

I won't cave, I won't cave

I won't cave, I won't cave

I won't cave, I won't cave

I won't cave, I'm wide awake

I'm not afraid, I'm wide awake

I don't want to spend the rest of my life in doubt

Don't shake me, don't wake me

I got a battle to win

I hope you die healing the habitual

Way of a life in a body overthrown

I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals

Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown

I hope you die healing the habitual

Way of a life in a body overthrown

I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals

Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown