Goodbye

I feel like I'm at the point of no return

I've seen too much hurt and too much pain

Too little faith and too much strain

I got big goals and even bigger dreams

Way beyond the point of reaching fame

I got a good girl and she loves me

She stuck around when everything got ugly

And helped me conquer my habits

Saw the evil in me and looked right past it

My mom used to say I'm just like my dad

And it killed me cuz she was right

But I don't wanna be like this no more

No more rum to help me sleep at night

I'm gonna fight my demons and hope I win

No more depression, Gotta hold my chin

Up to the sky, up where its high

They say better days are coming

I just pray it's not a lie

[Hook - Scolla]

I say Goodbye to the place that I used to be

Goodbye to it all, hello to tomorrow

Everything's gone wrong, what happened to my plans

Everything that was great all seems so bland

I've lost my taste, I've lost my touch

Everything I do, I do it for the rush

Cuz I got trapped in a world full of drugs

Full of hate, full of girls, full of friends who can all turn fake

Wonder how much more can I take

Even in my own house I'm becoming out of place

And I hate this shit, I gotta leave this mess

I burn this weed down to relieve my stress

Shit, as arrogant as it is the truth comes out

Cuz yellow bricks ain't on my route

I picked the road I'm on, it ain't no easy one

Feel like I've been looking down the barrel of a loaded gun

It's time to face my fears for once

Maybe I'll see you in a couple months

[Hook - Scolla]

I say Goodbye to the place that I used to be

Goodbye to it all, hello to tomorrow

I'm sick of being sick, I'm losing my youth

Doing drugs just to get a little boost

Momma always told me you better speak the truth

But she don't wanna know about all the shit that I do

So I just separate myself til she got bad health

Thought if I struck well, that might fucking help

But it won't, money can't buy life

So I'm sitting here hoping she's alive at night

Hoping I could hold her close in my arms so tight

Promise her that everything is gonna be alright

Like she did back when I was a kid

I know she can't be proud by the way that I live

So I'm gon change, it's a fresh start

I've been dumb in the past but I'm gonna get smart

I'mma change, I can promise that

You gave me everything, and I'mma give it back

[Hook - Scolla]

I say Goodbye to the place that I used to be

Goodbye to it all, hello to tomorrow

So this is goodbye, bye

So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye