Abuse Of Sid

You want him, you need him

It's so hard to please him

You just don't dare

And inside you're burning

With some secret yearning

You must not care (still won't you)

Help me, i'm flawed, desperate

Angry with God

'cause he just won't care

Oh excuse me, you're mourning

How calloused and boring

I brush your hair

And see your face... empty smile...

I touch that place, and all the while...

(you know it won't stop)

So you made an excuse to confuse the issue

What makes you think that I'll care about you?

When you lay on the ground 'till I tell you I'm through

ANd he'll do what he'll do

When he'll do it to you?

And all the while, he's been using you,

Yes, all the while... he's abusing you...

So it finally dawned on me yesterday morning,

I just can't stare

And swallow the words that your hero's perverted,

On what we share

I'll kill him, i'll beat him, the cycle's repeating,

I hold thin arrogance

Still won't you hold him and trust him

You love him so much

And he still won't care

To see your face...

With an empty smile...

'cause i touched that place on you...

And all the while...

She says it's "it's so good, when it's so good, if this is so good, then it's no good!"

If this is so good, everybody's so good, everybody's so good, when you're no good!

And all the while, he's been using you

Yes, all the while, he's abusing you

With your naked excuse you confuse your misuse

What makes you think I should care what he'll do?

If you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through

And he makes up your mind that that's what you should do

'cause all the while you've been using you

Yes, all the while you're abusing you...

He hurts you, mistreats you

Your own mind misleads you

You just won't care

When holes in your face

Can't be covered with makeup

You'll still stay there...