Numb

Calm downs to coma and I'm washed away in sleep

There's a man on the train talking to his feet

All these places sound the same, I've forgotten what I need

Missed my stop again and days turn into weeds

Open up the senses that were holding me back

Wide open spaces where strangers once sat

Fade into blue, I fade into black

I subside, I'm weightless, I'm a panic attack

But I just let go

I just lost control

And everything I am

It's all in my hands

It's all in my hands

What are these standing stones with edges cut to curves

Whitewash the colours and get what I deserve

Drown out the voices and everything I heard

Paralyze the choices, sever all the nerve

Building karma rescue me beneath this hollow sky

If I don't do anything do these rules still apply?

Can't see the danger, can't see the sense

I'm just a stranger claiming self-defence

And I just let go

I just lost control

And everything I am

It's all in my hands

It's all in my hands

Numb as I am

It's all in my hands

I nearly got lost back then

I nearly let a cry out

What if I just kept on walking?

What if I just walked right out?

What if I just walked right out?

But I just let go

I just lost control

And everything I am

It's all in my hands

Numb as I am

It's all in my hands