Insomniac's Clutter

I try to sleep with my emotions in flood

This burning in my chest won't make me close my eyes

Volume down for another night, will it be as hard as last time?

This night governed by the matching of opposites

Youth waves good-bye as somethingelse takes its place

We know not what it is but we're surely not ready for it

Making love as we both think of somebodyelse

I twist and turn feel me burn, oh inside of me

The same fire that lit your body's movements

Open wide my eyesstill see you so feline leer at me

This is one of the reasons why I just can't fall asleep

I'm a debauchee.No to debaucheries.Took too much coffee

I'm down on my knees.No more lying.It's too hot in here.

Why can't I have him here.Wanna disappear.

Sweet dreams have me need to be free.

The silence screams to me his words so deceivingly

It pierces right through me like talons of a fiery beast

The shutter letting in the dark room

The light from the lampion in the street

Draws with its creeping shadows images that are scaring me

Coming from beneath more thoughts that incourage Morpheu's fleet

I could cease gasping if I abandoned myself to sincerity

Ambiguity can't be endured now that I've come to pay its fee

I'm playing too many cards at a time only the remorseless achieve to sleep

Ambiguity can't be endured now that I've come to pay its fee

I'm playing too many cards at a time only the remorseless achieve to sleep

I cannot stand unjust accuses they make me feel I do deserve them

It's eve worse when I'm put out by someone I thought I could rely on

I writhe in this bath of sweat sleep is so hard to get

Not knowing what to forget or the secrets i should have kept

The only sure thing I know is that feelings they always show

Unfortunately they don't care if it's a tear or a smile you'll wear

How is it then to realize how that someone is so in your life

When all that remains to say is a good-bye?

A feeling of emptyness oh just one caress would make me feel like you never left

Should I give up wine, stuffing myself as a swine, fix up this messy life

Or is this anxiety just a lack of patience?

Should I close my eyes and dream of something wild

Or to feel better should I just try not to give a damn

Open my arms to the sky and free my mind?...if I tried!?

It's always the same fight every night

Sleepness is at its utmost

The first lights of dawn are already here

Damn how I wish that you were here

The sun's there to arise again the lampions shut off again

All for this clutter in my head

Just like the clatter of a thousand hooves altogether

I hope it's now not forever

What was, what is, what will be sorrounding me

The nights, the days, the in-betweens haunt my sleep

Desires, fears and memories and all the dreams

Showers of bitter drops pouring on my cheecks

The sun's there to arise again the lampion shut off again

All for this clutter in my head

Just like clatter of a thousand hooves altogether

I hope it's now and not forever.