Hunting Me

So burdened with disgust,

I wage my war against the world.

It can seem a losing battle but it's not.

And i'm going out on my shield.

How much more can i give of myself?

I'm looking deep inside,

If the answers don't come soon i'm fucked.

But i'd rather die then hide.

There's monsters hunting me, i would always stand and fight,

But this beast i recognize. oh god, not me.

There's monsters hunting me, or just trapped deep inside.

But this beast i recognize. oh god, not me.

Myself i do distrust, no perfect martyr for the world.

If i think i'm getting out alive i'm not,

But i'm going out on my shield.

I know the score i've been beaten before.

The answers lie inside, i will never know it all who cares?

But i know enough to survive.