40 Days

Funny how perceptions change

retrospectively i've slaved

for wasted time and mockery

we both know that im not the first you'd choose

i think about it all the time

a thespian with Shakespeare lines i wish i could voice

The photons flicker in my mind

time moves much quicker when obiding no patience

someone else always replaces me

forget about me

and how i wrote you those letters

thought you were so much better than this

why dont i just take a bow

optimisms my self doubt

manifested by those words

we both know that im not the first you'd choose

you'l think of me once in a while

not mutually, just as a trial

is this worth it

i asked myself for 40 days

oh please wont you take this away

why can't i be perfect

someone else always replaces me

forget about me

and how i wrote you those letters

thought you were so much better than this

it seems you've made up your mind

im not the one you think about

it's fine, il move on now

how could you end it like this

its like you never cared, never cared

i'll leave you alone now

(da da da)

you never said a word

never explained why im not even worth a goodbye

you can't deny

take a look around

i don't see no-one composing a sound about you