Grieving For You

I must ask why a reason for my melancholy

I mute the cries the longing for your resurgence

And I’d do anything to hold your hand for one last time

There was a knowing in your eyes the day you walked away

Can’t help but feel there is a truth you’d rather hide from me

To know you can’t disclose to me

Leaves me wading through inadequacy

I would have been by your side for eternity

I’ll make the most of all that I’m given

& Hope that I’ll change the world again

I wish you a safe journey to heaven

And a chance you rest in my arms again

I can’t proceed with the knowledge that you felt

You couldn’t come to me for every discrepancy

I’m replaying the whole scenario to find some peace

You need to know there’s not a thing I wouldn’t do for you

And now I know you were protecting me from the cold truth

But why think I can’t hold this weight

But in lieu of, push me towards hate?

I wanna be by your side and subdue this pain

I’ll make the most of all that I’m given

& Hope that I’ll change the world again

I wish you a safe journey to heaven

And a chance you rest in my arms again

And I’m dwelling, grieving for you again