Sirens

Another night evading a fever I need to kill

Drowning the sorrow, waiting for the thrill

I am the only one inside inside

Burying my past for a moment by your side

If only that flame was here for me

Leeching the air until I can’t breathe

Moments of bliss passed in silence

Locked in that place until they ring the sirens

Tell me you will stay that you wont go away

Say you’ll haunt me down and remember my name

My heart is lost, broke and ripped apart, I will

Cover my eyes making just compromises I will

All hope is gone

I’m here pretending I’ll feel anything

If you read my lips the words tell the opposite

I’m not the only one inside

I’ll stand here and stare, too broke to fly, to weak to dare

I reach to your hand, trying to break the distance

Feeding the void to cover my ignorance

All my ideals always have been the same

Here in that place I just battle in vain