Summer 03

Again, stuck scanning that picture of me

Summer 03, thirteen, no job, no rules

No sex, no ex but self-esteem instead

Now, look at me

Sad, down for anything

No one can possibly miss like I do

Miss the everyday life, school in 02

When I'm thinking about these

Last two wasted years

Again, comparing thirteen-year-old me

The young and free

With what I've turned out to be may

Sound like I've lost it mentally

How many days until

I'm passed this phase

I won't make the same mistakes again

I was never the one who tried

To erase my memory

But that was before my mind

Got tired of misery

I was never the one who tried

To erase my memory

But that was before my mind

Got tired of misery

I was always the one who knew

What choices were the right for me

But that was before my life

Got beaten by anxiety

What's next?

What's waiting for me

To fall down to the ground?

I was always the one who knew

What choices were the right for me

But that was before my life

Got beaten by anxiety

I will hate myself for doing this