Nami

You never told us

You never told us

Even when we’re like family to you

You never heard us

You never heard our voices smothering you

I wanna hear your problems

Tell me who you love now

I wanna hear your stories

Tell me who's to blame

Should I hate the chemicals in your brain

Or should I kill your ex

Maybe I let this happen

I feel like I'm to blame in someway

Should I try to believe that you’re safe

And re-establish faith

I guess I know that you're gone

And that will never change

Hey girl!

Whatchu got to lose? I call you up for a drink; you rather hit the snooze

Now I’m stuck in my head and i’m the one to blame

I guess i was the devil, you were the pretty saint

Hey girl!

I call you up real late with having no words to say, i feel like i am the shame

I guess you're doing your thing and i’ll be stuck in my ways

Last thing i remember you told me is that you’re moving away

Just to know your home safe

(I’m scheming a plan, with you in the end

How could one be cancer yet also the answer?)

I’d give up my love and pursuit of happiness

(I have to find her i have to find her!)

I'd cut out my eyes and live within emptiness

(I think i am sinking, you’re killing me swiftly!)

You know it's not easy for me to say

What you really mean to me

(I got the sickest plan, i have to find her now)

You'd always make me

You'd always make me

Mad at you for the littlest things

I'd never listen

I'd never listen

When you’d try to tell me to behave

I guess the years will pass by

And memories will fade

Through crippling dementia

Eventually I’ll forget your face

When we were born apart

And where are you now?

I know you feel it, i know you feel it, i know you feel it when you’re up at night

I wanna feel it, i wanna feel it, i wanna know how to feel alive