In The Throws Of A Moral Quandary

Well Im taking time to realize

Im making myself sick

With every pill that fills me inside

It makes it hard for me to quit

Its not like I want to be a slave to something

But somethings got me and now I cant stop

BURNING out

Im a lost cause

And I might not be here tomorrow

So call the cops

And tell them to lock me away

I'm sick and dying in vain

In there I can't hurt myself anymore

But I don't feel guilty cause we all make mistakes

And I'll just learn on the way

And maybe tomorrow

I'll be give this all up

But tonight I'm begging you for more

Cause all I wanted was a future

That I could call my own

But it isnt easy not to need this

And just let it go

You gotta believe me

I cant stop

Right Now I couldn't care less if this shit fuckin kills me

Don't Save; Drown me

God is dead I'm buried by his side

This Ain't Temporary now

?So I take a moment

And I let these pills sink in

Now I know I shouldnt be happy

But these chemicals let me pretend

Cause Ive tried so hard

To give it up

But I give in to demons

Just give me a reason to stop

Cause I want more

My destiny has forgot me

So call the cops

Tell them to lock me away

And if I die

Then hide my body

But tell everyone I'm fine

Are we so perfect that we can't make mistakes

I want to learn on the way

I promise tomorrow I'll give it up

So come on

Give me that chemical contact

Oh yea you make me feel so good

I got an itch you can scratch

So just kill me now

And End This War