What I Really Learned In Study Hall

Waking up right next to you

Is the last thing that I want to do

Knowing you dont care

Cause youre spineless and too much to take

And my kindness was a big mistake

It gets me nowhere

And Ive been reading through your letters

Hoping that youd never make up your mind

And I wish I was a boy again

Where I could still pretend you were mine

Im drinking too much these days it never seems to help

Cause you say Ill never change

And that Im the only one who I care about when you say

That youre leaving and youre ready to go

Cause you thought I was cheating

But I dont think you want to know

Well I think that things are better this way

When it seems like youre breathing

But youre already dead to me

Making up my mind on you

Is something I wish I could do

But youre so damn thoughtless and Im not going to lose

To any of these games you play

Cause no one likes you anyway

Youre just a faceless name

So what will you say

When I tell you that your lifes like a book

Its torn and tattered sitting on a shelf

Where no one wants to look

And it seems

That this is what we want

As your face begins to haunt my memories

And seep into my future dreams

Where no one can hear you scream