Lost

Don’t forget me

Everyday is the fucking same

I can’t shake the feeling that I’m to blame

You will never forgive me and this I know

I'm tearing apart the seams

I wish this was only a dream

Feeling lost and hopeless

There must be a way through this

I deserve this, my own hatred

Slip away

I think I’m losing you

No I’ll never be okay

Please stay

I need you more than you ever needed me

Why can’t I find the words to say

To make this all go away

I reach for you but find nothing there

I fucked up one too many times

Saying these words of different kinds

Why can’t I change myself?

Why can't I better myself?

Bitter and angry, I can never make you happy

I'm tearing apart the seams

I wish this was only a dream

Feeling lost and hopeless

There must be a way through this

Slip away

I think I’m losing you

No I’ll never be okay

Please stay

I need you more than you ever needed me

Why can’t I find the words to say

To make this all go away

I reach for you but find nothing there

Failing to see what’s in front of me

My regret is crushing what we could be

Turn your back, like you always do

But in my mind the closest thing is you

I will never forget you, I must reap what I sow