Internally Bleeding

Ay yo

The things I've seen in life will make you choke by suprise

Like an aborted fetus in a jar that opened its eyes

Provoking my demise, I'll leave your spirit broken inside

Like the feeling of 50 million people hoping you'd die

And niggaz wonder why my heart is full of hatred and anger

'Cause some bitch killed my first born son with a coat hanger

I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold

Crippled and worthless, so I thought that it could never be sold

My mother told me that placing my faith in God was the answer

But then I hated God 'cause he gave my mother cancer

Killing her slow like the feds did to the Black Panthers

The genesis of genocide is like a Pagan religion

Carefully hidden, woven into the holidays of a Christian

I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me

And this is prophecy, the words that I speak from my lungs

The severed head of John the Baptist speaking in tongues

Like Che Guevara, my soliloquies speak to a gun

Paint in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun

Nigga the preaching is done 'cause I don't got a DJ

Like Reverend Run, I curse the life of any man who kills benevolent ones

I never asked to be the messenger

But I was chosen to speak the words of every African slave

Dumped in the ocean, stolen by America

Tortured, buried, and frozen

Written out of the history books

Your children are holding, internally bleeding, cold blooded

Stripped of emotion, I go through the motions, but there's no

Life in my eyes, it's like I'm hooked up to a respirator

Waiting to die, hooked up to the fucking chair

Waiting to fry, sooth an electrocution currently used

In my execution, producing thoughts at the speed of light

Burning confusion, I'm losing my sight, breathing is tight

The evening is white, I made my peace with the Lord

And now I stand on his right

Death is a another part of life

These are my last words, I'm having difficultly breathing

Dying on the inside, internally bleeding

Angel of death dragging me away while I'm sleeping

Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning

These are my last words, I'm having difficultly breathing

Dying on the inside, internally bleeding

Angel of death dragging me away while I'm sleeping

Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning