Pretty Messed Up

I don't think you'll understand, so I'd rather not explain

Though I felt it was even harder when you were still my man

I broke your heart you stole my dog

Is that how you forgot me this fast

And by talking around the town that I'm a cheater

I didn't deserve that

I know it's asking a lot from you to take all of this pain

'Stead of walking hand in hand you just stood up in my way

It doesn't mean that I don't love you when I say goodbye

By now you hate my honesty, so I'm not gonna lie

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I never meant to hurt

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I swear I love you more than her

When it comes to money, well I didn't tell you I was broke

I told you I was saving it well I spent it all on a smoke

Ran out just as fast as a cloud up in the air

And if I told you would've said I had a problem

And that's not fair

Does it make you feel like a man to say we were a mistake

All those dreams and plans that I just had to smash and break

Well you can put me down, put me down just all you want

And you can even call me a bitch, but I will never be your dog

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I never meant to hurt

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I swear I love you more than her

Sorry that I never told you the real reason why

Sorry 'bout all the empty closets and bills I left behind

I know that you will understand though it will take some time

I just had to do things my way for that I'll never apologise

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I never meant to hurt

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I swear I love you more than her

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I never meant to hurt

As you go for better

I'm here getting worse

I'm pretty messed up

But I swear I love you more than her