Spun Again

When i woke up, i could see

The daylight had already passed me

It was such a fight to fade away to sleep

It's a fugue i'm on, falling to chase down the dawn

And i fell every night, as it turns into light with my eyes just shut tight

Sailing all alone, thought i'd made it home

But i threw it all away

Oh i've let myself get spun again

I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between

I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this

Oh i know it's not a dream

Keep it quiet, lay low, holdin' on to what i don't want to know

Til the daylight turns to ash and blows away

Missin' keys, bloody nose, consequences of what i chose

Keep runnin' into me, don't want my memory, it comes so deathly

Sailing all alone, thought i'd made it home

But i threw it all away

Oh i've let myself get spun again

I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between

I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this

Oh i know it's not a dream

Oh i've let myself get spun again

I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between

I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this

Oh i know it's not a dream

Oh i've let myself get spun again

I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between

I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this

Oh i wish life was a dream