More Than a Suicide Note

My lifelong tragedy began with you

As dark eyelips and cigarettes fist rest upon my lips

Now I'm always in motion

I am wide awake and going under

To the hell I've learned to call my home

For in that second we both thought

Of dying as a means to an end

But failure was always my first intention

And I'm not surprised by your decisions

You're turning exit sings into prophecies

While I am writing love songs for kids

Who live the dying dream

This is just another part of life

Because it hurts to know

It never hurt you to let go

And when pain is welcomed

It's all I've left

So from la to santa monica

I day dream of crasing cars

And to everyone that's listening

They say "the burden will fail us all"

Well that's assuming I once gave a fuck about

This is only the process of destroying the lies

And the lives that you had once taken for granted

Why can't you see there's nothing there?

Broken I am!!!

Broken I am!!!

Broken I am...a man shattered like glass in a moment that stands still

This moment feels like it will last forever

Bearing the scars of a broken body

But this too shall past into remembrance

Go ahead and take all your agression out on me

Pretend I am the fucking world (and as conditions worsen)

Churches can only provide such burial

Such burial!!!

I have fallen under

I've fallen six feet under

If you ever want to visit me

Close your eyes and press play