Intensity

I would be a liar and hypocrite if I say

I'm indifferent to everything that has happened

I know just what I feel, I know how much is real

But don't know how to define it

How to solve it, to decide it, to get involved with

So my dreams fade once more

Can live without them, I can live without

An odd and addicted love

Replacing scars, I'm replacing scars

Past screams out loud

I'm not this crowd

I'm trying to find myself

Inside my weird own cell

One heart is deep bleeding

While other is laughing to me

Sometimes what remains is hate

Of my dear stubborn fate

That gave me those memories

And brought me insecurity

I make mistakes, I know

Don't need disapproval

My ruins are only for me

Nothing holds my intensity

My real friends are so few

It seems like I'm standing still

I'm not who cast the stone

But there're stones coming on me

So my dreams fade once more

Can live with out them, I can live without

An odd and addicted love

Replacing scars, I'm replacing scars

Past screams out loud

I'm not this crowd

I know that I need money

Not only for comfort but to have a plate of food

And a blanket on cold nights

To do what I like, work with what I love, feel peaceful when I risk

And go where I want to be

I would never put it over someone else or over my dreams

I know that I need to have faith

To know how to get up every time I fall

To review all the evil that I can feel

Not to get stuck at the triangle, the lost time, the past

Not to feel sorry for myself

To understand that it lives in me

But I'm able to lose it with the rest

I know that I need someone besides me

Who knows what I want and understands what I need

That has a sober imagination and knows

We’re already born with daring

That is truly and knows love is not a property

I know what I need but I don't know where is it

It’s not because of you but because of me

If you want me alive, let me breath

If you want me alive, respect me

If you want more time, won't find in me

If you want a lie, forget me