Change My Mind And Me

Suffocating in bedsheets

Eyes alight in the wake of a fever dream

Or just stare in a daze of wine and TV

House is full, but it's empty

All the love and the light nowhere to be seen

The walls have ears and they're burning permanently

We're not alive, just between you and I -

We're existing aimlessly

I need a spark, little light in the dark

So I can change my mind and me

Routines are God-given lifelines

We take the days as they come and go, you see

But fourteen hours of silence hits differently

And I could fill it for hours

'Bout the sweet and the sour of the life I chose

You only get one shot at this, and I'm not prepared to let it go'

We're not alive, just between you and I

We're existing aimlessly

I need a spark, little light in the dark

So I can change my mind and me

Are we depressed? Are we failing at best?

And do you see the things I see

I need a spark, take me back to the start

So I can change my mind and me

So I can change my mind and me

And I'll scream out fuck you to the world when I leave forever

How can your head and your heart work when they're not together?

Should've washed the blood from my hands

Of the life I could've had

But I'm afraid I'm just not that clever

So go second and third guess what's going on

I'll do the same, and we'll both keep getting it wrong

I need a wakeup call before I go back to sleep

I need to change my mind and me

We're not alive, just between you and I

We're existing aimlessly

I need a spark, little light in the dark

So I can change my mind and me