Distressing/ Descending

How could this be so distressing?

For how long will I roam after breathed my last?

Through these fragments of the past

That you turned into dust

While diving, into the night

Wounded by what I left behind

Haunted by my old shames

Please leave me, go away

How could this be so exhausting?

For how long will I regret all that I've I lost?

All memories come to hurt me

Whilst I’m descending into a black chasm

How come your ghost still haunts me?

Not even the end was a riddance

How come your ghost softly whispers to me

From a distance?

While diving, into the night

Wounded by what I left behind

Haunted by my old shames

Please leave me, go away

Oh, these dark stones

That I called home

Oh, my dreary shore

Testifies your fault

While diving, into the night

Wounded by what I left behind

Haunted by my old shames

Please leave me, go away

While crawling out of the night

Wounded by what I left behind

Haunted by these ghastly shades

Please leave me, go away

While crawling out of the night

Wounded by what I left behind

Haunted by these ghastly shades

Please leave me, go away

In my passing out of the light

Frightened by what I have beside

Haunted by these ghastly shades

Please leave me, go away, go away