Angels

Is it the world I live in or is it the world inside me?

From the love I wanna see, does the anger inside me blind me?

My fear has been increasing, all our hearts have been declining

I've seen so many souls and vacancy’s what I'm finding

Honesty is meaning less; being honest is meaningless

If you're not honest with yourself; forgave myself and slay the rest

Now I’m left with what I see and all this scares me to death

Another day, another week, another death to digest

Gambling with my choices, I'm wondering where my blessings

I'm wondering, will I overcome my deepest confessions?

We're here for a reason, someone answer the call

If you don't pick up when He calls you, He can't answer your call

Losing motivation when I fall

Suffocating in these walls, I say: I'm fine, but not at all

All my time is overthinking what I'm thinking

While this world is slowly sinking

Will I end up sinking with it?

Will I grow the wings you give me?

This world ain’t black and white, but we painting the hatred in it

If I showed my darker colors, would you see me different?

We’re running towards the light, but don't notice our tunnel vision

On my knees from all my sinning, hearing every angel singing, like

What are you scared of?

What are you scared of?

What are you scared of-of-of?

Why are you losing control?

From things you’re not meant to control?

Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

Letting go doesn't mean you’re not home

You don't gotta be scared

You don't gotta be scared

You don't gotta be scared

Breaking down but no one sees it

Promises never keepen

Friends say: Just live a little, but you're drinking for a reason

I'd rather feel the things I go through

Not have a drug I need to go to, yeah

We fill our cups in different ways in hopes that things will fade

I hope that you're okay, maybe one day I'll say the same

I know my price is paid for the stains that's on my name

But I need to do my part, it's up to me to walk the way

God is being patient even though I don't deserve it

I'm learning that my purpose is to struggle and keep learning

I'm seeing blind people leading blind people

If you take away the thrones, you will see we all equal

I'm scared I'm losing strength

I'm scared for the ones I love

I'm scared I'm letting down the the man who tells me: Don't give up

I'm tired of feeling tired and my life is just beginning

My fears have been growing higher

Looking up to angels singing, like

What are you scared of?

What are you scared of?

What are you scared of-of-of?

Why are you losing control?

From things you're not meant to control?

Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

(You don't gotta be scared)

What are you scared of?

What are you scared of?

(You don't gotta be scared)

What are you scared of-of-of?

Why are you losing control?

From things you're not meant to control?

Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

You don't gotta be scared

You don't gotta be scared