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Talking to my dad and I see a low key alcoholic

Talking to my mom and I know she felt the harshest

Always going through some shit don't even wanna be involved in

But the pain made me stronger I just keep on envolving

And I'm praying to God, like why I gota feel this pain?

Why can't I be happy and just stay up in my lane?

Why the fuck my city hate me and the closest always change?

Why the fuck this rap shit ain't take off at the stage?

I feel like I shoulda been famous, I shoulda been made it

I shoulda been rich, shit I shoulda had paper

I shoulda had it all now and I been mad chasin'

Working all the time, every dime to this rap thing

And I don't like being at my house

But at the same time I don't like going out

So imagine how I feel, always isolate myself

But fuck all of that pity I don't really need no help

When I'm been saying (when I'm been saying)

Came up, I did this shit on my own (my own)

By my lone, now people calling my phone

I'm talking 24/7 but I ain't talking to 'em

'Cause they just wanna fuck with me

'Cause I'm winning now on the low, I know (I know)

And that really be the fakest shit

One thing life taught me is time changes shit

Circle got smaller and my money got longer

People always tryna talk all down on my name and shit

Get some money that's my new motto in life

Put every second in music cause I ain't living it twice

And working a 9 to 5 job for me this won't suffice

I ain't selling my soul but the devil naming his price

On God (it's on God)

All these demons steady watching me

Tryna take my blessings but I never let it bother me

Only thing that bothers me is money and my privacy

Bossed up, so you know where my focus at constantly

I'm at a point in my life where nobody's stopping me

I need my green and blue cash on monopoly

Ex friends on my page and they steady stalking me

But there's a x for a reason so they can't talk to me

I do this shit for my grandpa like rest in peace

I know he watching my success like he was next to me

Yeah, a lot of people was friendly but now they dead to me

Now a lot of people I once loved, they enemies

I ask myself like what the fuck has gotten into me?

Ex girl almost took her life and that's the shit I see

Still to this day, yeah it haunt me deep in my memories

Hate to think I put somebody elses life in jeopardy

I don't got a lotta love left to give

I don't think I got a lotta time left to give

It's a lotta things on my mind

If you remember me for nothing else

Then just remember me for this

Talking to my dad and I see a low key alcoholic

Talking to my mom and I know she felt the harshest

Always going through some shit don't even wanna be involved in

But the pain made me stronger I just keep on envolving