Afraid To Die

I don't think that I wanna die

I think I'm just scared to be alive

In that moment I realize

I'm terrified

I don't think that I wanna die

But it's been so long since I've cried

And all my feelings have moved to my mind

And they've capsized

Watch how they flow

From my head to my toes and consume me

They race through my veins

Change how I speak and they move me

Have I become my sadness?

Has it become my truth?

When you become your sadness

What do you do?

I say that I'm doing fine

And there's some truth behind the lie

I think the feelings too hard to define

So I'm terrified

Watch how they flow

From my head to my toes and consume me

They race through my veins

Change how I speak and they move me

Have I become my sadness?

Has it become my truth?

When you become your sadness

What do you do?

I really can't do this on my own

But I can't bring you down this road I'm on

You would be better all alone

The dark is not where you belong

Fake motherfuckers always say that they miss you

Fake motherfuckers always say that they miss you