cold showers

Can I be honest for a second

I’ve never felt this way before

And for me to even admit it

Yeah, it means a little more

I kept waiting for the moment

That you’d finally let me in

But you never did

Maybe I'm the one to blame

For thinking that you felt the same

Now I'm taking cold showers

To drown out the hours

And wash off your touch on my skin

And I talk to myself just to get through the weeks

Going back to how things could’ve been

Do you even remember

When we both drunk

On the night of December

Could’ve sworn it was love

Always told me that’s you’d show me

The town you grew up in

By the ocean, pull me closer

You’d lean in for a kiss

And I told you, in a heart beat, I would find a way

To make it there someday

Let's just pretend

This isn’t the end

You Left me on read

Just to mess with my head

And left me in bed

Alone

Let's just pretend

This isn’t the end

Show up on my step

Cause you want me again

But you’re not in bed

Alone