Ruins

How do we have to do this again?

I'll tell you how I'm feelin'

And you're like a cryptomaniac

We try and connect the dots and the facts

How do we have to be here?

'Cause these hotels, I just can't relax

The more I bend, the worse that I snap

I feel like a goddamn maniac

You sure you wanna do this now?

'Cause I mean it when I say that

I don't understand

And I mean it when I say that

I'm not sure who I am

'Cause one minute I love you

And the next it's all in ruins

A minute thinkin' of you

And the next it's all in ruins

Tell me what did I do

To deserve somebody like you?

It's too hard to tell the truth

Nothing's real and nothing's new

I'm just a product of my emotions

And they're all settin' off again

If it's a mixture or a, a dosage

Then I need just what you're havin'

You sure you wanna do this now?

Oh, you sure you wanna do this now?

'Cause I mean it when I say that

I don't understand

And I mean it when I say that

I'm not sure who I am

'Cause one minute I love you

And the next it's all in ruins

A minute thinkin' of you

And the next my mind's in ruins

Again

Here again

I can't let it out

And I can't let you in

Yeah, I mean it when I say that

I don't understand

And I mean it when I say that

I'm not sure who I am

Yeah, I mean it when I say that

I don't understand

And I mean it when I say that

I'm not sure who I am

'Cause one minute I love you

And the next it's all in ruins

A minute thinkin' of you

And the next it's all in ruins