Waiting

I cry in my car

I can cry when I want

All I have to do is just think about the day

That you told me I'm always sad

And you like my look

But I talk too much

It's just the sky is so damn beautiful

I feel like that deserves another look

But I wasn't nervous

And I wasn't angry

I was just so happy you were here at all

Fingers aching

Chest wide open

And I feel like you saw me

Like I never could see myself

When you told me

That there wasn't much left to bet

So you're waiting

To see if my hope will come back

And I'm waiting

I'm always waiting

But look at us now

We're as big as a house

The one we used to drive past

Dream about the day it would be ours

Next time that I'll be on a plane

I'll be holding a drink

And thinking all I needed

Was some ultraviolet light into my veins

But I wasn't nervous

From all that dreaming

I was just so happy I could dream at all

Cause in my dreams I'm usually laughing

And I feel like you saw me

Like I never could see myself

When you told me

That there wasn't much left to bet

So you're waiting

To see if my hope will come back

And I'm waiting

I'm always waiting for you

And I'm sorry

That I never showed you enough

And you're sorry

That I'm still a dime in the rough

So we're waiting

To see where the flood will come next

And I'm waiting

I'm always waiting