Atychiphobia (ft. iMAYDAY! / Hemi)

I done risked my life for this so fuck some

Lame ass fuck nigga saying he ain't feeling me

That shit just made me stronger

So keep on shooting bitch you ain't killing me

I still wake up worried like fuck it

Any minute everything could come crashing

And it's back to them bullshit 9 to 5s

And them niggas behind your back laughing

Like, where the fuck did I go wrong

Fight suicide thoughts like hold on

I don't ever wanna go back when I felt insecure

And so low y'all, I went so strong

Too much pain I need an oxicodone

Left for dead in the corner, no coat on

Brain was so gone, that was so long

Couldn't get a break no turbo ozone

Same old slow song we out there too

Some die young, didn't get a chance to

Live their dreams, just a bullet from a 9 millimeter

Going in your head like shampoo

Get going, still fight the same for you

Don't let this fear paralyze and keep holding you

One day you wake up today through shit

Tomorrow these unloyal fucks will get over ya

Live great for my kid's sake

Spit pain over mixtapes

And you find out who your real friend

Cause when shit gets tough and them niggas

Turn away then that shit's fake

Last year I had to shed a few tears

Lost a good friend, had to pour a few beers

Why when everything goes right

Niggas find a way to fuck it up, still waking up with new fears

And everytime you hear me I'm trying

Just to wind the clock back and keep my 15 minutes of fame

Knowing every second that the clock ticks

A million other people trying to take my spot and get in the game

This is all I've ever wanted and it's all I know so I gotta hold on

I gotta do it for my family, I can't let them down

I'm so afraid to fail, but they think I'm so strong

But I got atychiphobia

I ain't come this far to fall

I got atychophobia

No I ain't come this far to fall

I got atychophobia

The world's all watching, the world's all waiting

And I don't know why I'm so afraid

But I got atychophobia

Break down when the clock stops

Hot on the downhill movement

What the mother fuck have I been doin

Everybody got their own illusion

Stop watch as my life fades

Hopscotch and run tyrades

Till the lock pops and I fly straight

I'ma stock shots and run sideways

I'm made in the ice age

Don't cross blades on an off day

Cause I rock stages, not cosplay

These fake fucks are off broadway

Stock shades on my face of course

Time melts into the base [?]

To the great divorce and I pray for more

Than just a countdown faster than [?] was

Why these bitches standing in line for their new phones

I'm scheming and plotting and working

My objects and learning my new wrongs

Repping the fam and cooking the ham we hotter than two songs

They know who I am but the fans that'll have

Me on record broke out of the group homes

With some new [?] in miami the cadillac's two toned

No time to be wasting, my homies are famous

We never look back, we been too [?]

The music is strange and the singers are dangerous

I'll never grow old and the clock will be painted

I'm feeling immortal and popping like orville

We all got a phobia, gotta [?] the waistline

And everytime you hear me I'm trying just

To wind the clock back and keep my 15 minutes of fame

Knowing every second that the clock ticks

A million other people trying to take my spot and get in the game

This is all I've ever wanted and it's all I know so I gotta hold on

I gotta do it for my family, I can't let them down

I'm so afraid to fail, but they think I'm so strong

But I got atychiphobia

I ain't come this far to fall

I got atychophobia

No I ain't come this far to fall

I got atychophobia

The world's all watching, the world's all waiting

And I don't know why I'm so afraid

But I got atychophobia