Holes

Are you in this hole that I’m climbing out of?

Been here for weeks was I even thought of?

Sat here for days thinking how the world had wronged me

Well if I blamed your face it was the devil who told me

Are you in the clouds where my head has been lately?

If I take a leap will you reach out and save me?

If I take too long, will you give up on me?

If I lose myself will you come and find me?

Cuz I’ve been dancing without you too long

And I’ve been dreaming nothing much since you’ve been gone

I’ve been waiting for you here in this hole

If it was your hand that saved me I didn’t know

Are you in this heart that feels so empty?

If you are would you come and show me?

Are you in this place that’s so quick to forget you?

If we saw your face we wouldn’t even know you

Are you in my cries for mercy and love?

I’ve got what I need but it’s just never enough

Are you at home sitting all by yourself?

Your best love letter sitting on the shelf

I was dead wrong thinking I was head strong

Lyrically complacent in a spiritual basement to say the least

Influential with the potential to stay fresh as a crease

I put the rest in the peace, he put the death to the beast

So I could rise on up out of Saigon, becoming trial strong

Although this last miles long, I choose to smile on

And carry these torches back into my fortress

To expose these holes that feel like blows to the nose

My present condition of brokenness keeps me searching for hope in this

Is it hopelessness? Sometimes it feels like I’m fighting me

Soul searching for light in me, All I gots a mic and me

not really trying to justify these actions

Just trying to rekindle the passion that set my heart apart

So help me find that spark that set my heart apart