Tombstone Grey

He is better than me

He's everything

Oh my God, it fucking hurts

'Cause I'm not like other guys, I'm worse, and

She, she's better than me

She's everything I'm not

I wish I had something more than her

Old used tile on my bathroom floor

Subway on a Sunday with a smoker's cough

You're on your honeymoon again, I'm taking weekends off

Woke up today, feeling tombstone grey

I think I really wanna throw myself away

To the life filled with my papers from the second grade

Woke up today, tombstone grey

I don't think about you like I used to

I don't ever search your name on YouTube

I took you off my phone like you were you2

And now I'm used to you

You can't get me right some more, it's okay

Now I wake up early, take the subway

The world wants me to love or lose, the good news is

I don't have to choose because I lost you

Subway on a Sunday with a smoker's cough

You're on your honeymoon again, I'm taking weekends off

Woke up today, feeling tombstone grey

I think I really wanna throw myself away

To the life filled with my papers from the second grade

Woke up today, feeling tombstone grey