Friend, We Weren't Even Lovers

I have lost the will to live

My life to someone else I'll give

And I'll fly much higher than I have flown before

Because I've rained and I've pined and I've cried

I've tried to run my tear ducts dry

But I must yet to wipe you from my mind

Oh, I've tried chasing cars

I reached out for the stars

Upon when I wish that what you have denied me was ours

Somewhere down the line

You fashion me blue and green

My seasons won my chance, it is green

Now I envy all the love in your life that is yet to arrive

It will take the fun of all that I don't got

Fulfill you in the ways that I have not

And though I appear unable, I am willing to give us a shot

So I put paper to pen

And from bark I'll be born again

Cause if I'm made from cardboard then I'm gonna check every box

And pray that you're heart unlocks

Oh I'm leaving mark avenue

Something that I said I'd always do

I'm moving to ariel road to start out new

Maybe I'll get over you