Whateva I Go Through

its a struggle on da everyday bases

starin into space changin from mars to dem everyday places

wish i could take u on a trip and neva return

go through da life where cheddar is burned

some how some way we might see da life we long for

i aint forget my old neighbors

use to call mama right when i was hustlin forn of da door

got a ass whippin and punshed in front da friends right in front

da door

couldnt even eat da farina knock knock dere goes da supina

got to appear in court brother just caught a case

come up wit enough money of big brother just got dat place

25 to life all he could do is look at weights

by da time he come home he should have saw like a million

chickens

while um dis drug dealin nigga takin like 50 whippins

playin with raw and planting seeds i cant see grow

takin hold of da streets just to understand my outcome

every day even wit money bars come either um in or um out one

dis cant be da life i wanted to buy as a kid

saw da MC's on TV and atheletes da game gettin paid fo dey gig

now i would trade dis life fo a set of marbles and two of my

buddies

older sister in my side screamin its just me and my buddie

makin friends wit a doll cause mufukas aint to be trusted

put my bike outside in da rain hope it dont get stole or get

rusty

sell a few stones on da block hope in my soul i dont get busted