Where Have You Been

[beanie sigel]

Damn how am i gonna say this shit?

Hey... hey dad, yeah it's your boy

Remember me? i wanna talk to you scrap

I remember being kicked out the house

'cause i looked just like you

Said i'd be nothing but a crook

Just like you

The niggaz in the hood was shook

Where the just like you

'cause all they said was little whitey look

I'm just like you

But dog i can't see it at all, shit

We never kicked it at all

We never pitched or kicked at a ball

Dog, you never taught me shit

How to fight, ride a bike, fix a flat

None of that sorts of shit

Nigga you was an abusive pops

Fuck you left me out to dry, stuck

Gotta teach news to box

Gotta teach news to bop

And that aint the half of it man

I gotta teach news to block

It's about time we have a father to son (nigga sit down)

Sit down let me tell you 'bout your fatherless sons

How they grew to be men and father they sons

Father they daughters

Nigga, you left a fatherless daughter

I never follow your orders

Nigga you make me sick

Pussy you could....ooh

How you gonna leave these memories in the back of my mind

I can see it clear as day you smackin my mom

I 'member that day you showed me that gat, that 9

Put it in my palm when i was young

And said that would be mine, you turned me out

The reason why i hit the block

Reason why i tried to hit them cops

Reason why i started hittin shots

Reason why i started gettin licked

And drinkin syrup and skippin court

Ginger bread man never think of gettin caught

Look at your hand man damn you fought

Nigga you left my mom

Left us with no good-bye's

You left us out to dry

You left us with no letters, notes, (nothing!) no replies

No digits numbers was unlisted

You left us with some of my loneliest night

Nigga some of my hungriest nights

Shit, one of the reasons for years (shit embarrasin)

Damn we used to think money was white

Yeah you gave us life like, fruit from a plant

We aint eat right from them foods from them stamps

And to think you was my pop,

Man i gotta stop shit

[chorus]

Female: daddy, where have you been?

Beanie: and when you come home, you got us here all alone

Female: mommy, where daddy went?

Beanie: you always stick up for him

Always said you'd make up for him

Female: mommy, what happened then?

Beanie: what was you cheatin on him?

Why he's always beatin' on you?

Female: daddy, where have you been?

Beanie: nigga, you gonna hear me out

[jay-z]

I wanted to walk just like him (remember?)

Wanted to talk just like him (word)

Often momma said i look too much

And i thought just like him (it could happen)

Wanted to drink miller nips

And smoke newports just like you

But you left me, now i'm goin to court just like you

I would say "my daddy loves me and he'll never go

Away"

Bullshit, do you even remember december's my birthday?

Do you even remember the tender boy

You turned into a cold young man

With one goal and one plan

Get mommy out of some jam, she was always in one

Always short with the income

Always late with the rent

You said that you was comin through

I would stay in the hallway (waitin)

Always playin the bench (waitin)

And that day came and went

Fuck you! very much you showed me the worst kind of pain

But i'm stronger and trust me i will never hurt again

Will never ask mommy "why daddy don't love me?

Why is we so poor?, why is life so ugly?

Mommy why is your eyes puffy?"

Please don't cry everything'll be alright

I know it's dark now, but we gon' see the light

It's us against the world

We don't need him, right? (right)

Mommy drivin 6's now (yeah), i got riches now (yeah)

I bought i nice home for both of my sisters now

We doin real good

We don't miss you now

See how life twists around, fucker?

Chorus