Pesticides

Oh, I

My bones are getting thinner

I feel like I’m running it all down

Running my smile into the ground

I’m decaying like an apple

And soon I will go brown

Shrivel up and carry out

And being so cold and so far

I do not know just where you are

The birds and worms will eat me up

When I have reached my final

I’m growing into something new

There’s nothing more that I could do

You were hungry I gave you food

There’s nothing more that I could do

I’m growing into something fresh

My body’s rotten filled with pests

This feelings so raw it feels like flesh

(I don’t see you anymore)

And I’m ripped from my toes up to my skull

And I don’t see you anymore

Where’s a and e when I need it

Of course there’s oxygen when I can breathe it

Hate it all until it’s gone

And then we’re begging on our knees for it

Say thank you and please for it

Doing all we can for it

Pray it and demand for it

I can’t believe it

I really can’t believe it

It’s like the world is teasing me

It’s like running from both my-

(I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care)

(The extra fucking mile!)

(I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care)

(The extra fucking mile!)

I’m growing into something new

There’s nothing more that I could do

You were hungry I gave you food

There’s nothing more that I could do

I’m growing into something fresh

My body’s rotten filled with pests

This feelings so raw it feels like flesh