Still

It's been a long time since we last spoke

I still wonder what you're up to

After all the shit we've been through

And I spend a lot of time drinking and smoking

Hoping to subdue the thought of you in my head

So if you're out there somewhere

And if you still even care

Possibly still questionin': What is he doin?

I've been trying to find a way to numb all this pain

Since you've been away I don't want to feel anymore

And there's provably people telling you that I'm doing fine

Just taking my time

Although it appears I'm strong, it still hurts

There's been a lot of nights when I feel alone

Needed someone to talk to cause I just need to get through

And I spend a lot of money on things I don't need

Hoping that I'll feel new but can't get you out of my head

So if you're out there somewhere

And if you still even care

Possibly still questionin': What is he doin?

I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain

Since you've been away I don't want to feel anymore

And there's probably people telling you

That I'm doing fine just taking my time

Although it appears that I'm strong

I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain (girl, I've been trying to find a way)

Since you've been away (a way that I can numb this pain)

I don't want to feel anymore (I don't wanna feel)

And there's probably people telling you (I'm just trying to get you out of my head)

That I'm doing fine just taking my time

Although it appears that I'm strong it still hurts