How Many Lovers

Is there a prospect or

Is there reason or no

My life is meaningless now I'm sure, I'm sure

Is there a place left to go

I wanted you to need me when you made it to Manhattan

Call me to tell me how you love me and what happened

Cry sympathetic but you didn't you're a cruel one

How many lovers have you taken

Am I being crazy am I running with my instincts

Gave you my trust and my money so I can't think

Straight but my body tells me I should go on living

How many lovers have you taken

I should try to see this your way I should be more patient

Spend my time on other things and know that you are safe and

Hold my tongue when I'm feeling doubt but still I'm broken

How many lovers have you taken

Are you happy are you sad or are missing us in

West coast not the same when I'm not with my best friend

Take apart my sanity and strip me of my confidence

How many lovers have you taken

You're the only one I'd ever stay with after all this nonsense

Maybe I should think about my health and find a new thing

Maybe I'm just stupid

Maybe I just want to be with someone that can find a way to make me

Daily take apart my pride and dignity is rubbish when I build it up

So you can tell me all the reasons why I should feel worthless

Why I should just give in everything you say

Makes sense to me because I'm tired and I think you're better

I don't even know why you would choose to stay with me

When all I do is make your living that much harder

Do you even love me, did you find another way to satisfy your needs