Fever Dream

Cold sweats in the middle of the night

And flashbacks of you and I in your sweats

How'd you make mean feel so nice?

Now I'm starting to see this new guy

But it just don't feel right

Even though he might be

And you're so bad for me

But I want your love every morning

Waking up with him but I wish you'd call me

I still miss our extremes, like

Your come over texts at midnight

Rolling out of bed for your lies

Putting glitter on my blind eyes

Loving you wasn't as it seemed

And finding the good in bad and ugly

Deep down knowing you don't love me

I'd leave again before the morning

Loving you was a fever dream

I must have been so sick

For your touch to be the fix

Fell in love with being used

Now he showers me with gifts and flowers

But I miss taking showers with you

But you're so bad for me

But I want your love every morning

Waking up with him but I wish you'd call me

I still miss our extremes, like

Your come over texts at midnight

Rolling out of bed for your lies

Putting glitter on my blind eyes

Loving you wasn't as it seemed

And finding good in bad and ugly

Deep down knowing you don't love me

I'd leave again before the morning

Loving you was a fever dream