I Quit

Man, I was just tryin to eat

is this what happens?

yo I'mma do this in one take

cause if I gotta do it again,

it just wasn't meant to be…

yo Golden Child, I owe you big time for this joint yo

that's my word.

people, feel me.

I sit up nights let the beat loop

contemplate what to write

think you got me figured out

but you'll never know what its like

to live my life the attempts to live up to hype

of being the nicest Asian to ever lift the mic

if I bite the dust while Im writin this song

then I might just end up right where I belong

amongst legends that's how yall should

remember me gone but forever existent in a memory

so I never ask for applause

if all goes well I'll leave this earth due to a natural cause

picture me with my grandkids 60 years old

watchin BET footage from 40 years ago

like "ya grandfather he use to be a beast

when it came time to battle

ain't nobody wanna piece"

the way I tell the story they amazed Im older

tellin me "grandpa ya glory days is over"

flashback to the present moment

where the real battles just gettin started

and I'm my own opponent

ready to call it quits but gettin the busy tone

I might stop by radio and pull a Bizzy Bone

see my whole life changed in the last 4 years

a lot of laughter but definitely not without tears

I watched the Asian rap community grow

first there was none

now theres a few cats that nobody knows

I suppose they label me the one that was chosen

to open doors for those that were normally closed

who oughta get props I composed a list

in no particular order yo it goes like this

YungMAC the protégé LS is a beast

lyrically Snacky Chan Thai & FAReast

Liv n proof Shogun K Grey I'm wit ya

we gota open our eyes and see the bigger picture

Jargon INVAZN On Fire get props REIGN ERA

Mountain Brothers holla at me Chops!

If I didn't mention ya name don't take it as a diss

you got my support if you takin it serious

sometimes my efforts seem unappreciated

I know I ain't shit!! but hey at least I made it

this far for yall that didn't wish me success

heres my biggest flaw I still wish yall the best

and thru it all I kept a level head listened

to GOD and ignored what the devil said

I can't leave rap alone the game needs me

hard to let go cause none of this came easy

how many times do I gotta prove myself!?

do I really gotta battle EM and Lose Myself!??

106 The Fight Klub Smack DVD

a classic CD well at least it was to me

what else can you do to me

I went to war with the radio station on behalf of my community

bout to retire pull a Hova I quit

no more its over for Jin Im tired that's it.