Holiday

little did I know

you're my holiday

the place where I escape

to forget about how

I don't see you enough

to displace the rage

defuse the urge

to throw it all away

and become your slave

I'll take you holiday

let's go holiday

this is not a dark thought,

not from one who needs

constant reassurance

you give me

the sword an the power

to slay who I like

and to be who I like

and I will be

the one for you, holiday

yes I will be

the one for you, holiday

where do the arrows point?

to my holiday

where do I feel the sun

in my holiday

where does

my hoeart start to beat?

at the bridge to your eyes

at the path to your scars

at the sway

of your diamond black ocean

I feel this serene

when I let myself go

and give up all control

and my worn-out desire

to be free