Angel In My Life

[Verse 1:]

Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals

Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols

Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues

For me to have you a ritual

But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be

It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me

I'm feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents

In essence I'm threatenin my character asessment

Truth told, I figure a few hoe's

Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes

If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided

Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it'

When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it

Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet

Only live once so if I just like it

I ain't even checkin' the price, I just buy shit

I'm thinkin that will just hide it

But all it takes is life to ignite shit

I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go

I can't be insane for just wantin' to know

In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often

Good suit on and a nice coffin

But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself

Still they lock me in this room all by myself

I need a... think I need a...

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[Verse 2:]

They say my symptoms are aggressive

They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive

They trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggas

That's one reason I don't even entertain niggas

Not important who they are I won't name niggas

They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas

I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin'

If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin'

If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt

Let me clarify get in Def

I feel like every time I been less

When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept

I try to make them understand but they just won't incept

I tell them four million others I am the templed

There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index

We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess

All this indigest seemingly in less

How I take in stress when I always went best

Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me

They say the room is padded for my own safety

But the cushion don't soften shit

They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it

And no one can tell me why I'm here

I can't even see the sky from here

I guess my time is near