Dreamerz (feat Emanny)

[verse 1: joe budden]

check it,

more questions, more answers

more ci smoke and more cancer

more arguing, more resistance

its seems like the closer we get, its more distance

more angles, a million different looks

was on the same page, just in different books

theres so much i want to say but i got no ground

cause we ain't break up, more like broke down

now that's pain and torture

add that with restraining orders

then add the soul of my slain daughter

none of this is how we planned it to be

one big insanity plea

shit could never end amicably

i miss you trying

you probably think don't think i try too

when you stubborn and prideful

not much is insightful

but god was trying to show me something he aint think that i knew

sometimes shit that doesn't breathe can die too

[hook: emanny]

were we just dreamerz?

waiting for our shot to shoot to the moon

were we just dreamerz?

spending our lives trying to see this thing through

waiting to fly away

waiting to fly away

waiting to fly away

waiting to fly away

[verse 2: joe budden]

how we go from thoughts of marriage

thoughts of me copping carrots

talks of what we'd name her while shopping for a carriage

but when the dream stopped, who knew you'd see me like a savage

that you dreamt of vacations, but only woke up with baggage

all you ever did was love me, and look at where it got you

and when you wanted more, all i did was say i'm not you

i'm selfish not selfless, and i say that with love

so in essence you're asking for what i'm incapable of

so now i find i'm going over choices i ain't even made yet

were we clouded by good times of great sex?

running fast towards an unknown fate

that altered when i introduced you to my unknown traits

in your dreams, seems you had me pegged as another man

but in mine, only you would understand

in our minds we were perfect

we witnessed our dream get murdered

now reality is on trial and we both awaiting the verdict

[bridge 1: joe budden]

but you'll always be close to me

though you said this ain't how it's supposed to be

what we had was so real

but you said i don't care

never thought this day would come

you said you gave your all and was left with none

but we can both be spared

but you don't think thats fair, thats fair

[hook]

[verse 3: joe budden]

you can't see how you ever began to like a liar

you lost track of all the little things that i admired

but when the peace left, i knew we might retire

thinking man, i live upstairs, i'm something like somaya

got memories, but at what point are they lost

you say we could work through it, at what point is it forced?

we shoulda never rushed

cause it's like now we at a point where you won't never trust

and for me i cant believe thats all we ever was

the high's gone, need a better buzz

cause we sleep in the same bed, but we never touch

my solution to every beef is to revisit

though we'll have the same emotions we won't be so livid

won't be so vivid

i think your girl secretly applauded our drama

we don't need those critics

we owe it to go over our foundation with a keen eye

sad part to say you never have the same dream twice

[bridge 2: emanny]

we let love and all its possibility

take us from reality

made it hard to see that

we were bound together

just to cover up the pain

im wishing the skies were rain

and wipe all my thoughts away

cause im tired of dreaming