Life Of The Party

I don't wanna believe that it's over

You might see me smiling

But inside i'm dying

Too proud to let it show

I ain't the one

You won't see me crying

But it's hard to let it go

All my time on the tour bus

Wasn't good for us

And then you throw it all

Started getting around with a few choice chicks

But we had something special

Plus the sex was sick

Do you remember

From the bed to the wall

On the floor by the fireplace

I know you remember

On the truck couldn't wait

So we got off on the garden state

Somehow we must of got all turned around on last freeway

Now i cant find my way home to you

Oh girl

Still

I get love in the hood

Still

Acting like my life is all good

Still

Putting up a false bravado

When i lost you i lost my winning ticket to lotto

Still

Everytime i raise my glass

I try to drink away my past

To the world i might appear to be the life of the party

But they don't see me

I never thought i'd be the one missing

Oh, i can't take this emptiness

And i can't keep going on like this

And i can't keep pretending that this don't hurt like a mother babe

I know that it's crazy for me to come over

I had to see you

I know i gotta to change girl

I'll do that quick

You need to take me back cause the sex was sick

Remember when we used to ride the bus

Girl how we came up

Money, career, chicks and all that

Id give it up just to have you back

'cause money's only paper girl

And this house don't feel like home when i'm alone

Whenever you see me

Baby remember

You all don't see

You only see what you see on the tv

This is my reality

Girl you'll get to know me