Indifference and After Dinner Mints

I had a dream I was a great lover

Tantalizing tantrically a high school crush

The hour was late so we laid down together

And when I woke I was alone and she had stolen my phone

First time in weeks that you had not been there

Dancing like the ashes in the wishes and fleet years

First time in time I’ve felt this fractured

Not even when I cracked and bled and found nothing else in my head

I know it’s really crazy

But I’m sure you wouldn’t want me anyway

To go or stay

Indifference

And after-dinner mints still in their wrappers

I took a tumble trying to take the stage

I spilt my drink and I bruised my friend’s guitar

I’m such a joke, I can’t even walk straight

If I refrain from making plans, then maybe they’ll stop going wrong

I had a thought that if I killed your dog,

Maybe I could get just an hour of sleep at night

So goddamn cute he gets away everything

There’s someone else I know does that -

You’d make such a heavenly match

I know it’s really crazy

But I’m sure you wouldn’t want me anyway

To go or stay

Indifference

And after-dinner mints still in their wrappers

You’ve got some nerve, too bad it’s dead

Impulse is lost from your heart to your head

Don’t waste your time, love yourself instead

She’s the only one who’s gonna return the favor now

I know it’s really crazy

But I’m sure you didn’t want me anyway

To go or stay

Indifference

And after-dinner mints still in their wrappers