My Delusion

Don't want the pain back in

I close the door behind your back

How did we come so far, just to fall

You played me like a random doll

All our moments, wasted in vain

I gave too much and you just feigned

Lost all emotions, my will to fight

Am I living half-alive?

It's taking me so long to feel alright

Can't find my dream in my delusion

I have never felt so blue

Cause all I think about is you

Cause you're my dream and my delusion

All our memories

Became the stranger in the room

I found a blackness here in my chest

Now it never lets me rest

All of the tears I can't even cry

Living half-alive

It's taking me so long to feel alright

Can't find my dream in my delusion

I have never felt so blue

Cause all I think about is you

Cause you're my dream and my delusion

It's taking me so long to feel alright

Can't find my dream in my delusion

I have never felt so blue

Cause all I think about is you

Cause you're my dream and my delusion