Afraid Anyomore

She won't make me happy

As I lay by her side

'Cause something's out to get me

And from this fear I hide

A cold sweat on the highway

A panic in the air

I follow doctors' orders

To make myself not care

When all I want is for someone to take me home

But all I need is just to take my time

Someone's on the phone

Someone's in my bed

While something in the closet

Keeps running through my head

Don't wanna be alone

Don't wanna be awake

I'm getting way too old

And I don't wanna be afraid anymore

So many years I've wasted

So many more I'll hide

But whats the point of living

Just to keep yourself alive

When all I want is for someone to take control

But all I need is just to take my time

You know I never asked for too much

I had it all from the start

My only want was to find a day with time on my own

But now the years have gone by and I'd

Like to find somebody else

A guarantee to take hold of me

And never let go