Scarred

How long was I sleeping?

what time is it now?

Thursday?

really?

how long was I out?

how long was that dream

that I was thinking

I was thinking was real

how long has it been since

I wanted to feel again

and I so want to feel again

I'm scarred

I am so scarred I am so scarred

and I will never be the same

but that's alright

as long as I can breathe and I can move

and I can sleep at night

in every dream I dream is you

in everything I try to do

in every way I want to be

in who I think is me

and how I want to be and

I'm scared

I am so scared

I am so old

skin and bone and heart

is so old and tired

so scarred